A New Life. A New Beginning.

So one week from today my new life starts. A new place, new environment, new people and everything else new. The question is should it be the old ME or a new ME instead. I should be excited, but for some reasons I don't know I'm not really. People have been telling I should be excited. Few of my friends are hell excited when they heard about it. Not like I'm not ready to stay in a different place or away from home. those all things have been sorted by myself in my head. I'm cool with it. Maybe I'm just nervous about things which shouldn't bother me. Maybe it's not that easy to move on. I'm definitely eager to meet and know new people. But that excitement is lost somewhere. Last year all I dreamed about was moving to Mumbai and when I'm so close to my dream the excitement has lost it's charm. Or maybe it's too much that I'm numb to feel any of it.
Whatever it is some part of my heart is thumping hard and wants to live the new life. Maybe I need to be patient and wait for the week to end. Maybe I need things to seep in. Whatever be it, it's going to be a roller coaster ride for me.

- Poulami